I think PMS makes me too chatty and negative, so there will be a lot of rambling, which I might delete later, when I see clearly what bullshit I wrote. I'm on chapter 69 for now. And I'm a bit miffed about the characters and story. I feel so much pity for MC, he is truly an unfortunate soul, who doesn't deserve any of it. But at the same time, I don't feel like I like him? I feel only pity towards him, because there is nothing else to feel. On one hand, I think it's normal that he feels very numb, seems kinda resigned to everything and doesn't have any more strength to fight. But at the same time, it truly feels like he has nothing to offer, expects only abuse, and brings a lof of trouble, which at the same time is totally not his fault. And he is bit dumb, yet it feels like foolishness caused by extreme stress and maybe depression. Still it's frustrating. ML is just plain, that's all. Also, MC has a lot of pride it should be a good thing, but he is prideful at all the wrong moments. And even worse that he is pitiful when he shouldn't be? Oh, maybe I know why I feel this way. The story makes MC to constantly feel indebted to ML, when he clearly doesn't like to be in debt, while trying to show that they build a romantic relationship based on it. It always puts him in inferior position, in which he was forced to, even in love.
I think PMS makes me too chatty and negative, so there will be a lot of rambling, which I might delete later, when I see clearly what bullshit I wrote.
I'm on chapter 69 for now. And I'm a bit miffed about the characters and story. I feel so much pity for MC, he is truly an unfortunate soul, who doesn't deserve any of it. But at the same time, I don't feel like I like him? I feel only pity towards him, because there is nothing else to feel. On one hand, I think it's normal that he feels very numb, seems kinda resigned to everything and doesn't have any more strength to fight. But at the same time, it truly feels like he has nothing to offer, expects only abuse, and brings a lof of trouble, which at the same time is totally not his fault. And he is bit dumb, yet it feels like foolishness caused by extreme stress and maybe depression. Still it's frustrating. ML is just plain, that's all.
Also, MC has a lot of pride it should be a good thing, but he is prideful at all the wrong moments. And even worse that he is pitiful when he shouldn't be?
Oh, maybe I know why I feel this way. The story makes MC to constantly feel indebted to ML, when he clearly doesn't like to be in debt, while trying to show that they build a romantic relationship based on it. It always puts him in inferior position, in which he was forced to, even in love.