ch 48 i'm fcking furious, you know at some point i kinda hope ian died so that bastard ray can be miserable
ch 57, if that bitch raymond keep saying that, i hope ian's sense of self slowly fade and raymond feel the despair of losing the person he love when he's still in his arm. fuck i'm so angry
okay.. a fitting sacrifice for a life of happiness. i'm still pissed tho, he was kinda delusional for a bit there
yeah ngl i kinda fuck with the whole story. ironic, but well suited for the period. i understand and sympathize with their condition, but still pissed with how reluctant raymond to letting ian go. idk if ian could still love him the same i he did let him go, but persisting to cage him is purely selfish and destructive for both of them.
(not related to the story) i love it when people do this - writing down feelings every chapter ^^ cute cute
hahaha thx (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) none of my friend read bl and i just need to let that out
this tagged as angst.. bro i'm not at all sad, i'm just angry