ch 48 i'm fcking furious, you know at some point i kinda hope ian died so that bastard ray can be miserable
ch 57, if that bitch raymond keep saying that, i hope ian's sense of self slowly fade and raymond feel the despair of losing the person he love when he's still in his arm. fuck i'm so angry
okay.. a fitting sacrifice for a life of happiness. i'm still pissed tho, he was kinda delusional for a bit there
yeah ngl i kinda fuck with the whole story. ironic, but well suited for the period. i understand and sympathize with their condition, but still pissed with how reluctant raymond to letting ian go. idk if ian could still love him the same i he did let him go, but persisting to cage him is purely selfish and destructive for both of them.
this tagged as angst.. bro i'm not at all sad, i'm just angry