I mean i get his point tbh, the intensity of their feelings are in a different stage (which personally i like it. Jongwu has been crushing on him since the beginning and i can accept it if changdeok's feeling starts to grow when jongwu came back from the military. He's an adult and a men already). I'm glad changdeok atleast doesnt deny his feelings to himself bc we do see him questioning it since he start living with jongwu. I guess it's too fast for him to acknowledge that feelings for jongwu and endes up running away in a sense using jongwu's birthday as an excuse
yeah I can totally understand changdeok's side of things but I just kind of wish he had given jongwu at least a little bit of hope... but I'm excited to see how things will progress in the upcoming chapters
ughh this chapter was so frustrating >_< even though changdeok admitted he has feelings for jongwu, he couldn't properly communicate that to him and ended up hurting jongwu once again...