Heejae can ask garam to: - never leave his crusty wrinkly ass - tolerate his bullshit - be hurt physically and emotionally, again and again - say i love teacher's dick (fucking yuck) - say i love you
But god forbid garam ask heejae to say sorry and i love you back.
The way garam's expression changes from resentment to disappointment to resignation is so fucking heartbreaking. I know i goof around and say kill kim heejae all the time, but im so serious right now, i hate him. This is the height of my hatred for him. All my compassion and sympathy is gone, he should know better, he should try harder. Idc that he's a freak who identifies as a freaking knife, it's not an excuse. Garam is SO YOUNG. Intentional or not, heejae had groomed him. Idc what anyone says, idc if anyone wants to be in denial about it. Garam was 19, fully dependant on heejae that first couple years in NY, and again, he was so freaking young. He still is. To see his light dimmed and his cheerful demeanor get colder and colder is killing me. At this point i will throw a party if garam ends up leaving heejae. I hope he can break free and see that the world is bigger than one genius musician, and that he can still love music without having to endure one man's cruel love.
Heejae can ask garam to:
- never leave his crusty wrinkly ass
- tolerate his bullshit
- be hurt physically and emotionally, again and again
- say i love teacher's dick (fucking yuck)
- say i love you
But god forbid garam ask heejae to say sorry and i love you back.
The way garam's expression changes from resentment to disappointment to resignation is so fucking heartbreaking. I know i goof around and say kill kim heejae all the time, but im so serious right now, i hate him. This is the height of my hatred for him. All my compassion and sympathy is gone, he should know better, he should try harder. Idc that he's a freak who identifies as a freaking knife, it's not an excuse. Garam is SO YOUNG. Intentional or not, heejae had groomed him. Idc what anyone says, idc if anyone wants to be in denial about it. Garam was 19, fully dependant on heejae that first couple years in NY, and again, he was so freaking young. He still is. To see his light dimmed and his cheerful demeanor get colder and colder is killing me. At this point i will throw a party if garam ends up leaving heejae. I hope he can break free and see that the world is bigger than one genius musician, and that he can still love music without having to endure one man's cruel love.