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IT'S MAKING ME UNALIVE MYSELF BUT ALSO HEALING ME AND NOW I'M CONFUSED

Anya September 22, 2026 6:39 am

This manhwa is so weirdly relatable...it triggers the hell out of me every time jinhyeong expresses his emotions and true feelings...I feel like I'm being exposed and forced to look at my own reflection in jinhyeong...but at the same time , it does heals a part of me , it saves me ... Idk how many people can relate to me or jinhyeong but I really hope nobody does cuz when jinhyeong said "Because the pain was greater than the fear" or "there was not a single moment when I was not ashamed of myself" ...I literally had a breakdown, I nearly threw up and started crying like a grieving widow or smth... It took me literally 1 hour before I could calm down ... I also related to the fact when Jinhyeong looked at his father and all he saw was the "ugly parts" of himself that he hated... Damn I don't have enough words to express how I'm feeling just wanna say I have a appointment with my psychologist this Thursday evening and my therapist WILL be listening to me cry like a mad woman about my trauma and how a fucking relatable fictional character triggered the hell outta me more than those dark twisted psychological shit that I read like bedtime stories... ┗( T﹏T )┛

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