Heejae seriously cant separate his humanity and worthiness of love from his music. he sees himself as the maestro and the professor and the knife. but never as a human. also everyone around him says that he is a horrible person but his music slaps and thats why they stay around. so if he has trouble seeing himself as human, he cant really see Garam as a human. he lists all the acts of love he did for Garam but they were all for Garam the musician, not Garam the person. for Heejae they are one and the same. But Garam loves Heejae as a human. He finally saw the human when he heard him perform Chopin. and when Garam drunkenly told Heejae he saw his humanity and how lonely he felt, Heejae kissed him and finally felt seen as a person. I dont even think Heejae realizes THATs the real reason why their bond is special. They will only be able to be happy together when Heejae accepts his humanity and sees himself as a person. Because only then he will be able to truly see and love Garam as a person, separate from his sound. Until then Garam will always have doubts if Heejae loves HIM or his sound.
Heejae seriously cant separate his humanity and worthiness of love from his music. he sees himself as the maestro and the professor and the knife. but never as a human. also everyone around him says that he is a horrible person but his music slaps and thats why they stay around.
so if he has trouble seeing himself as human, he cant really see Garam as a human.
he lists all the acts of love he did for Garam but they were all for Garam the musician, not Garam the person. for Heejae they are one and the same.
But Garam loves Heejae as a human. He finally saw the human when he heard him perform Chopin. and when Garam drunkenly told Heejae he saw his humanity and how lonely he felt, Heejae kissed him and finally felt seen as a person. I dont even think Heejae realizes THATs the real reason why their bond is special.
They will only be able to be happy together when Heejae accepts his humanity and sees himself as a person. Because only then he will be able to truly see and love Garam as a person, separate from his sound. Until then Garam will always have doubts if Heejae loves HIM or his sound.