Preach. I'm re-reading this one. I could not count the amount the amount of times I shut my phone off so I could take a breather just in chp 1.
Literally, taking a breather and writing this before I start chp 2.
I just can't. I can't even .. but like it's so good ╥﹏╥
At least I get to experience the embarrassment through the story. I think it actually helps my anxiety HAHA ( ;∀;)
I feel like I've gotten to a point where I don't get as embarrassed or anxious about things as much as I've had before. Except for when I get random flashbacks of embarrassing moments in my life bc my brain hates me.

As someone with social anxiety and actively avoids embarrassment
this was the worst second hand embarrassment I experience since my teens and it's terribl
e I was literally having a seizure throwing my phone it was painful I was getting hot
I hate it but I love it but I hate to love it (/TДT)/