Oh my god I get the hype I love anyone who loves one room TA and it was a GRAVE mistake on my part that i didn't start reading this sooner I'M SORRY BL LORD I'M SORRY this is the first time I reason w a chapter so so deeply it's so raw,ugly yet so beautiful all at the same times I'll genuinely write abt this in my journal I hope to never forget one room TA actually before this chapter when the red haired guy showed up I started to think that what if before uyun mc met the red haired guy first? Then would this bl be the other way around and we would see uyun in place of the red haired guy? And then chapter 15 confirmed it, i think a lot all the time and I've come to the conclusion that love is actually not as deep and destined as we humans make it out to be it's actually so fickle and random but even if it's fickle and random we choose to make it deep like those movies or novels we read abt it's never always exciting and this profound form of love it's just the same old fickle love and it's us that chooses that person everyday we can fall in love w anyone and it's us who decides if we'll continue to choose that person in chapter 15 mc admitted that he infact did not think much before dating him and that he was not special even if it was the red hair guy in place of uyun maybe mc would've done the same but what really matters is how uyun and mc ended up together and now they'll choose each other everyday so what is the meaning of "what if" if it never happened and I also reallyyy loved how MC's feelings are so clearly shown there when you've been miserable for that long the moment you see even a little hope you don't want to feel guilty for taking it we tend to think of it as repayment for all the misery that we've faced to ease the guilt even tho the guilt is there we don't want to face it cause how is that fair? Why am I the only one to blame here? He gave me the chance to get myself back up so why wouldn't I take it? He should've known better if he didn't want to be used that's such raw human feelings amazing writing the author did an amazing job
Oh my god I get the hype I love anyone who loves one room TA and it was a GRAVE mistake on my part that i didn't start reading this sooner I'M SORRY BL LORD I'M SORRY this is the first time I reason w a chapter so so deeply it's so raw,ugly yet so beautiful all at the same times I'll genuinely write abt this in my journal I hope to never forget one room TA actually before this chapter when the red haired guy showed up I started to think that what if before uyun mc met the red haired guy first? Then would this bl be the other way around and we would see uyun in place of the red haired guy? And then chapter 15 confirmed it, i think a lot all the time and I've come to the conclusion that love is actually not as deep and destined as we humans make it out to be it's actually so fickle and random but even if it's fickle and random we choose to make it deep like those movies or novels we read abt it's never always exciting and this profound form of love it's just the same old fickle love and it's us that chooses that person everyday we can fall in love w anyone and it's us who decides if we'll continue to choose that person in chapter 15 mc admitted that he infact did not think much before dating him and that he was not special even if it was the red hair guy in place of uyun maybe mc would've done the same but what really matters is how uyun and mc ended up together and now they'll choose each other everyday so what is the meaning of "what if" if it never happened and I also reallyyy loved how MC's feelings are so clearly shown there when you've been miserable for that long the moment you see even a little hope you don't want to feel guilty for taking it we tend to think of it as repayment for all the misery that we've faced to ease the guilt even tho the guilt is there we don't want to face it cause how is that fair? Why am I the only one to blame here? He gave me the chance to get myself back up so why wouldn't I take it? He should've known better if he didn't want to be used that's such raw human feelings amazing writing the author did an amazing job