id frame it more as, baekhee claimed before be wasnt being forced but here he verbally confirms to himself geom is raping him. hes in a very humiliating position in which he just admitted to letting some violent all his boundaries. i wouldnt be embarrassed bec hes my crush, id be humiliated because someone i care about is seeing me in vunerable, humiliating situations
for sure. i think from what ilwoo heard and already knows he understands baekhee isnt really into it. i think he conceded when baekhee said it was consensual because he didnt want to push baekhees boundaries but we saw him after that still wondering if he actually liked geom and wanted to sleep with him

oh my god that’s so embarrassing.
reading this made realize to look before i talk