cheoljin finally getting pleasure from bottoming is so PLOT SIGNIFICANT bc it's so tied to fear of vulnerability and his strong boundaries...the way he's not really feeling it at first but starts feeling turned on when minwoo talks about wanting to take care of him and then kissing him...for cheoljin emotionally security is sooo important for his ability to feel things sexually too!
both of them being turned on when minwoo presses down on his stomach bc of the bulge (hot) BUT also because that's where cheoljin was stabbed!!! the scar being tied to shared memories of cheoljin's vulnerability...cheoljin's vulnerability being tied to both of their arousal...(hot)
every time cheoljin is shocked by pleasure (that he isn't control of!) he tries to dominate the situation again (whether it be forcing minwoo in him, "topping" him, or later on telling minwoo "ok that's enough" -- like cheoljin would truly rather NOT feel good than give up control!!) but I LOVE that minwoo didn't stop!! hell yea!! minwoo trying to get cheoljin to say what he likes is soo good because in past flashbacks, we saw young minwoo telling cheoljin that he wanted to make him feel good too -- but cheoljin never let him! we never see past cheoljin look disheveled or turned on the way minwoo is, because cheoljin is always in control, and to let minwoo make him feel good would mean ceding control and actually saying what you want!!
(another echo of the past is how cheoljin used to teach minwoo how to kiss and would say "open your mouth" but this time around it's minwoo telling cheoljin to open his mouth...hot) it's easy to forget that cheoljin is actually younger (especially bc past cheoljin just seemed way more mature) but I feel like with their evolving dynamic you actually kind of see how minwoo is now playing a bit more of a "hyung" role
very intrigued by the ship analogy (ship of Theseus?) and what minwoo chose...bc it's true minwoo DOES know what he wants!! though minwoo saying he didn't want to hear cheoljin's side of things made me want to tear my hair out lol like PLS TALKKK!! but you can tell there's some kind of progress/change in their dynamic...
cheoljin finally getting pleasure from bottoming is so PLOT SIGNIFICANT bc it's so tied to fear of vulnerability and his strong boundaries...the way he's not really feeling it at first but starts feeling turned on when minwoo talks about wanting to take care of him and then kissing him...for cheoljin emotionally security is sooo important for his ability to feel things sexually too!
both of them being turned on when minwoo presses down on his stomach bc of the bulge (hot) BUT also because that's where cheoljin was stabbed!!! the scar being tied to shared memories of cheoljin's vulnerability...cheoljin's vulnerability being tied to both of their arousal...(hot)
every time cheoljin is shocked by pleasure (that he isn't control of!) he tries to dominate the situation again (whether it be forcing minwoo in him, "topping" him, or later on telling minwoo "ok that's enough" -- like cheoljin would truly rather NOT feel good than give up control!!) but I LOVE that minwoo didn't stop!! hell yea!! minwoo trying to get cheoljin to say what he likes is soo good because in past flashbacks, we saw young minwoo telling cheoljin that he wanted to make him feel good too -- but cheoljin never let him! we never see past cheoljin look disheveled or turned on the way minwoo is, because cheoljin is always in control, and to let minwoo make him feel good would mean ceding control and actually saying what you want!!
(another echo of the past is how cheoljin used to teach minwoo how to kiss and would say "open your mouth" but this time around it's minwoo telling cheoljin to open his mouth...hot) it's easy to forget that cheoljin is actually younger (especially bc past cheoljin just seemed way more mature) but I feel like with their evolving dynamic you actually kind of see how minwoo is now playing a bit more of a "hyung" role
very intrigued by the ship analogy (ship of Theseus?) and what minwoo chose...bc it's true minwoo DOES know what he wants!! though minwoo saying he didn't want to hear cheoljin's side of things made me want to tear my hair out lol like PLS TALKKK!! but you can tell there's some kind of progress/change in their dynamic...