Sharing my opinion on the new chapter

I’m the type who only reads 1top 1bottom type of bl or anything in general because I physically cannot read anything wherein one character sleeps with the ml and then the second lead, like someone who two times basically. I am having a hard time reading this right now and when I got to the part when the fated alpha was pulling the toy or playing it on saku I kinda backed out i needed to process what the fuck was thatttttt. Ok so back to the chapter i reaally hate how renji is testing saku but i kind of get him or as to what his feeling is because we already know how strong fated mates are and saku’s mother is the prime example its just their instinct they could just throw someone they love just because another person is their fated mates but of course what renji is doing is very wrong. I kinda cried at the dialogue on the last panels tho and how that would feel for renji. But I am not justifying what renji is doing is okay

I am sorry if this is so disorganized i just immediately wrote what I thought so