Honestly I just needed to rant and anyone else is welcome to as well. Started my morning off fine, woke up at 6am and had a shower and got some breakfast prepared for my girlfriend and I because we like to get our day started a little earlier so when our daughter wakes up we can focus on getting her ready. Today was supposed to be my girlfriends day off, around 7am when I was getting my daughter up she gets called into work. Alright, fine- since today was our daughters speech therapy appointment, I had to go alone (I don't go alone only because I can't communicate properly with the speech therapist). I decide it's fine I can do it, so she leaves around 7:30 and I'm left with our daughter. Anyway, i go through our morning routine as per usual. Around 9:00, we have her appointment. But just before we were about to leave the house, i get message (I requested only messages and not calls from the place we take her to therapy to. Normally they would call her mum first but she most likely didn't pick up, so I was 2nd contact) saying the appointment was cancelled because her speech therapist is sick. I was kinda dreading telling my daughter because I know she won't take it very well as she's non speaking autistic and routine is a must in our house. I tried my best to explain to her we can't go see her therapist. She did NOT take very lightly to that and she made sure I knew about it. I can't hear her scream but oh my god this was probably one of her worst meltdowns yet. She's kicking, screaming, and hurting herself which I was mostly concerned about. She can hit me all she wants but I draw the line at her harming herself. I do my best to calm her down, but she wouldn't have it. Eventually, she did caln down though it took a long time. I've got a few scratches on my arm from her, but it's fine. She doesn't normally hit or harm anyone, but when her meltdowns are like very very bad then yes she will. Shes all better now, we're in her play room and I would normally play with her but when I tried she said no . A very firm no at that lol. Shitty morning and I'm already exhausted. Girlfriend doesn't get home until 5pm. I did wanna go out with my daughter after her speech therapy was done but after this morning I don't think she wants to go anywhere. I'll try get her baking later on, for now I'll just watch her play and wait until she invites me to join. To be honest though all I wanna do is lay in bed and read some yaoi or Yuri, anything at this point. How was everyone else's day?
Honestly I just needed to rant and anyone else is welcome to as well. Started my morning off fine, woke up at 6am and had a shower and got some breakfast prepared for my girlfriend and I because we like to get our day started a little earlier so when our daughter wakes up we can focus on getting her ready. Today was supposed to be my girlfriends day off, around 7am when I was getting my daughter up she gets called into work. Alright, fine- since today was our daughters speech therapy appointment, I had to go alone (I don't go alone only because I can't communicate properly with the speech therapist). I decide it's fine I can do it, so she leaves around 7:30 and I'm left with our daughter. Anyway, i go through our morning routine as per usual. Around 9:00, we have her appointment. But just before we were about to leave the house, i get message (I requested only messages and not calls from the place we take her to therapy to. Normally they would call her mum first but she most likely didn't pick up, so I was 2nd contact) saying the appointment was cancelled because her speech therapist is sick. I was kinda dreading telling my daughter because I know she won't take it very well as she's non speaking autistic and routine is a must in our house. I tried my best to explain to her we can't go see her therapist. She did NOT take very lightly to that and she made sure I knew about it. I can't hear her scream but oh my god this was probably one of her worst meltdowns yet. She's kicking, screaming, and hurting herself which I was mostly concerned about. She can hit me all she wants but I draw the line at her harming herself. I do my best to calm her down, but she wouldn't have it. Eventually, she did caln down though it took a long time. I've got a few scratches on my arm from her, but it's fine. She doesn't normally hit or harm anyone, but when her meltdowns are like very very bad then yes she will. Shes all better now, we're in her play room and I would normally play with her but when I tried she said no . A very firm no at that lol. Shitty morning and I'm already exhausted. Girlfriend doesn't get home until 5pm. I did wanna go out with my daughter after her speech therapy was done but after this morning I don't think she wants to go anywhere. I'll try get her baking later on, for now I'll just watch her play and wait until she invites me to join. To be honest though all I wanna do is lay in bed and read some yaoi or Yuri, anything at this point. How was everyone else's day?