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Garam was still pissed off
Heejae still didnt wanna apologize eventhough everyone around him urged him to
They performed together and connected via music
Heejae thought they would be ok since they had music
But garam asked heejae, did you not hear my pain when we performed together? Do you still have no intention to say sorry?
Heejae said of course he understood garam's pain, but he also knew garam could withstand him (what an ASSHOLE)
Garam said that heejae must have been rly born for music, cause he couldnt understand normal people's feeling and struggle. Garam said, you couldn't even remember that you were the one who left the scar on my cheek. From the first time we met, you only hurt me.
Heejae said, are you saying you wanna change me? Should i bend to your whims? Is that what you call love?
Garam cried
They went home
In the morning heejae took a walk to clear his head, and he composed music to "tell him my feelings in the way that i know"
But when he came back home, maria was crying and held a note from garam. It said: "you were right. This isn't love."
He left heejae
And heejae wrecked his piano.
End of season 5

I got what i wanted but at what cost.....lmao
Season 5 has ended. Idek what to expect from here on.... i just hope both of them can find the best way to resolve this, together or not. I'm putting my faith on the author because they always exceeds my expectation but GOD IM SO SCARED. Felt like i was stabbed repeatedly in the heart while reading this chapter. I'm so sad for garam, of course, but for heejae too. Sad that he couldn't see past himself to hold on to the only person he's ever truly loved. Sad that he hurt garam so irrevocably that garam no longer saw what they had as "love".
Serve him right, yeah, but god that was a painful read.