people hate this but i really like it im ngl

i know this is a really frustrating story w confusing slightly hypocritical characters, but its a pretty good story to me. every character is intensely complicated, and, because of that, the meaning behind their actions just as complicated. something about that aspect makes them feel very real to me. that doesnt make it any less aggravating or the conflict feel less repetitive, but, in my opinion, the conflict isnt repetitive. yes, its different situations, but all with that same root problem and that they have absolutely not solved yet. mostly the characters have thought they have the same opinion, gloss over the issue without conversing deeply, and moved on. ironically, all in an effort to avoid problems. i think once we get ml’s full pov/backstory itll all come together, like the certain questions from the beginning of the story that havent really been answered. maybe its trash and im just not seeing it, ill have to wait until the ending to form my finals thoughts.