U good?
i hope u good and wish you the best. have she not thought of just providing for you from afar so you could at least avoid being with them when they're together? she's complaining and complaining but doesn't want you to go away at all
I never wanted to come with her in the first place i was forced to , now she tells me that why I'm even here lol she tells me very hurtful things
I wanna go home. I wish to rewind time so that mom can find her own happiness and my dad a better person I do not wish to be born in this incest infected family
I'm on a trip at the moment, a trip I did not agree to come along with rather I was forced to come here with my mom, so here's the thing, the person who we are supposed to go out with is my mom's cousin brother,
This is the exact reason i did not want to come with her but still I was forced to, my mom is someone who forgets that I'm her daughter whenever her cousin brother is involved, he usually pays for most of out expenses as my dad doesn't earn enough and neither is he a very good person,
There was a time when my mom tried to kill herself bcz she fought with her cousin brother
She loves him a lot even more than her own daughter (yes they do sleep together).
When I did not agree to go to this trip with her she started cussing me and manipulating me about how much she goes through to provide for me. I said u can go and have a nice trip with him but my mom kept insisting that I must go with her, so my condition was that then we'll book 2 hotel rooms or either a room with two different beds, we went with the 2nd option, i m not enjoying this trip and now she's cussing at me for not leaving them alone in the room, cuz where we are rn is not a good place specially as I'm a girl it's rather scary to be out of my hotel room, but yesterday night she broke down saying I'm just a hindrance and she is not being able to have her own happiness and the fact can't even have sex with me around, mind u I'm her own daughter, I have never been in any intimate stuff so this thing traumatizes me, i cried myself to sleep yesterday, she can be very cruel to me at times, forgetting that I'm her daughter, i don't feel good my heart feels heavy i don't have friends who i can talk to about heavy things,who exactly am i supposed to run to . Now it feels like she's even ready to kill me to be with him .