"and in my next lifetime, maybe you could love me back?" this is what i've always felt whenever i remember my first love. i've once written an unsent letter to her, hoping that maybe in another universe there will be a place where i can love her confidently and freely, without being scared of anything... right now, i only wish that she can be happy with her life. i've actually cut off contact with her and it was the same reason as eito's. i could never be in peace knowing that she got a boyfriend. at the same time i was genuinely ashamed because i couldn't feel happy for her that she got a boyfriend... so i actually relate a lot to eito's feelings. i'm just glad that eito and kou got their happy ending, albeit a bit envious. maybe one day i will have my mine too? who knows. right now, though, i'm happy with just remembering the time i got to have with her.
"and in my next lifetime, maybe you could love me back?" this is what i've always felt whenever i remember my first love. i've once written an unsent letter to her, hoping that maybe in another universe there will be a place where i can love her confidently and freely, without being scared of anything... right now, i only wish that she can be happy with her life. i've actually cut off contact with her and it was the same reason as eito's. i could never be in peace knowing that she got a boyfriend. at the same time i was genuinely ashamed because i couldn't feel happy for her that she got a boyfriend... so i actually relate a lot to eito's feelings. i'm just glad that eito and kou got their happy ending, albeit a bit envious. maybe one day i will have my mine too? who knows. right now, though, i'm happy with just remembering the time i got to have with her.