Oh this topic is kinda heavy, i dont think this situation is easy to address, it goes beyond just "i was being robbed of things i wanted since childhood", i dont want to jump to conclusions for now, but jaeyi's brother is the opposite of ideum, he was showered with love and became entitled to have it later in life too, i dont think jaeyi is having a best time now, he is not being dumb or stupid, he just stopped getting attached to anything, since he knows deep down it will never last long and will be taken away from him, like his parents attention, his hobbies and future goals, but there is still some part that clings to them desperately, like the uniform he couldn't throw away, or that his desire to monopolize ideum, he wanted him since the beginning, i dont think you would want to deal with a dude masturbating in front of your window unless you have a reason, like cmon, he literally dicked him down after second confrontation, and now he wants him, and there is your brother again, taking interest in something that you desperately want too, and he cant even do shit, because they are not lovers, it was his idea to not get feelings involved (he already was in love btw), there's like a whole lot of things they need to address before that, and we have this bullshit, he's sad, angry, frustrated and probably doesnt know how to go, sex is the only thing that connects them at all, so ofc he goes that route, and its pisses me off, that he probably knows in some sense that his brother is able to "steal" him away, since they're already bonded by the same experience in childhood, have the same "hobby" and can start their relationship more naturally with actual dates and meet-ups and not just sex
omg i just made myself sad with all that talk
I wonder how author will handle that, will jaeyi' brother have a bigger role in this story or will he be just a tool to move their relationship, i just hope brothers will have some focus in that, i want it to be explored, but no high hopes for now
Oh this topic is kinda heavy, i dont think this situation is easy to address, it goes beyond just "i was being robbed of things i wanted since childhood", i dont want to jump to conclusions for now, but jaeyi's brother is the opposite of ideum, he was showered with love and became entitled to have it later in life too, i dont think jaeyi is having a best time now, he is not being dumb or stupid, he just stopped getting attached to anything, since he knows deep down it will never last long and will be taken away from him, like his parents attention, his hobbies and future goals, but there is still some part that clings to them desperately, like the uniform he couldn't throw away, or that his desire to monopolize ideum, he wanted him since the beginning, i dont think you would want to deal with a dude masturbating in front of your window unless you have a reason, like cmon, he literally dicked him down after second confrontation, and now he wants him, and there is your brother again, taking interest in something that you desperately want too, and he cant even do shit, because they are not lovers, it was his idea to not get feelings involved (he already was in love btw), there's like a whole lot of things they need to address before that, and we have this bullshit, he's sad, angry, frustrated and probably doesnt know how to go, sex is the only thing that connects them at all, so ofc he goes that route, and its pisses me off, that he probably knows in some sense that his brother is able to "steal" him away, since they're already bonded by the same experience in childhood, have the same "hobby" and can start their relationship more naturally with actual dates and meet-ups and not just sex
omg i just made myself sad with all that talk
I wonder how author will handle that, will jaeyi' brother have a bigger role in this story or will he be just a tool to move their relationship, i just hope brothers will have some focus in that, i want it to be explored, but no high hopes for now