I hate Kou actions but I really like how human they are. I remember hating kou when i first read this at like 16 but now that im 23 its so hard to. He was a child who didn’t know how to handle his feelings. He lost his mom young and was surrounded by a family that didn’t know how to be there for each other. His mom was the emotional parent and when he lost her he lost the part of him with her. Like looking at it through the perspective of an adult now i cant help but feel for him. That doesn’t excuse his actions but what i do like is the amount of accountability taken. The fact that he decided to grow up and change and stop running away from the feelings that he thought died. Idk it makes more sense now that I'm an adult i just wish nobody had to get hurt but thats literally teenage love for ya.
I hate Kou actions but I really like how human they are. I remember hating kou when i first read this at like 16 but now that im 23 its so hard to. He was a child who didn’t know how to handle his feelings. He lost his mom young and was surrounded by a family that didn’t know how to be there for each other. His mom was the emotional parent and when he lost her he lost the part of him with her. Like looking at it through the perspective of an adult now i cant help but feel for him. That doesn’t excuse his actions but what i do like is the amount of accountability taken. The fact that he decided to grow up and change and stop running away from the feelings that he thought died. Idk it makes more sense now that I'm an adult i just wish nobody had to get hurt but thats literally teenage love for ya.