I’m so sorry that happened to you and yeah it’s pretty common for victims to rely or depend on their assaulted because they think they have no one to help them so the abusers use that as a form of manipulation but no victim should feel guilty for “not fighting back” because it’s not your fault you were made to think that you had no one to rely on and abusers love to use that weakness if anything they should feel ashamed and guilty and disgusted hopefully your assaulted gets hit by a bus
Also I love this manwha cause it dives into this sort of stuff although it’s quite heavy and very depressing it’s realistic because it’s something that happens in real life anyways I hope your doing well now
Also dude, reading this as SA survivor is so awkward. Like normal people are probably frustrated that the MC doesn't fight back but for me, I understand why bc I've been in that situation. Where you become dependent on your assaulter (for me, it was me being dependent on him because he was one of my only friends. And because I was in the worst times in my life regarding depression) and it's just so uncomfortable. But I'm so happy yellow hair punched the fuck out of him. I wish I could have done that back then. But I'm happy that he fought back for him. Couldn't say the same for me. I just blocked my assaulter after he graduated