DO YOU KNOW THIS BL MANGA?

This is from "In These Words" by Kikuchi Neko! but I don't think it's on this site unfortunately, the work always gets taken off from manga sites either because there's a novel part by the first chapter (not allowed), or it gets removed by the authors—they're very particular about not having their work be published illegally #whoops... I think there'll still be uploads of it somewhere though!