I don’t think he understands himself either but he doesn’t wanna give up either
I guess hatred wins over love , seme did love uke but he is still unsure about his own feelings he loves luce but in 5th timeline it's different he wants uke by his side yet not sure if he really wants luce at all but don't want to give up on uke to someone else since uke now is vulnerable not schemey clever type but open to new people makes him anxious about someone would take him away this time cuz he is not same uke who only has eyes for him also seme feel if i go to extent of using black magic to bring badk uke to life why should I let someone else have him. So far that's what I understood from his pov.
I don't understand. He loves Luce, but at the same time he wants Hernan to stay with him for life? If you love someone else, why do you want to tie him down and take away his happiness?