Literally, and also with heejae I feel like over time he just remains complacent in this idea that he’s a knife so when he started to love garam he just thought garam would go through everything for him because they love each other but relationships are about development and sacrifice. At heejaes big age he has to understand that his inability to change is selfish especially when you love someone it can’t just be one sided bcs this then just creates an imbalance in relationships.
Ppl never rlly seem to change despite being so old and they still remain immature like damm
I get why heejae believes he's a knife but how hard is it to say one simple word? But i guess it is really hard for him, maybe many people are like this in this world but can't you apologise to someone you truly love? Why do you keep hurting him? Can't you see how much pain he's going through and you still can't do it. I know its pointless bc its a fictional story but I belive there r many people in this world like garam and omg it just fucking sucks how they're treated like this no matter how lovely they are wth