i think seeing him grieving now actually makes more sense, he carries immense guilt over the fact that he took someone's body and not to mention he basically died drowning and the feeling is still so vivid he got frequent nightmares from it. besides, hawoon is just a guard now he gotta figure out how to deal with the majesty himself
I don't mind about it at all. He can grieve and cry. But it's a problem when thats all he does. All of these chapters and we learn NONE about him. We don't know his quirk, if he's interested in something, his hobbies, something he hate, just SOMETHING to make me want to know THE MAIN CHARACTER and his story. The self pity of 'your master is so poor and useless' everytime something happend literally the one thing that keep us in this endless loop of confusion and 0 story progress.
BUT BRO STAND UP
Even the empress and other female concubines got job not just crying and falling down. Go get some hobby or something bro