The thing to cry about: the ban might be forever
I'm in a recovery time, they don't even let me recovery in peace, giving me mess here, giving me mess there. Hey, I'm a sick person
At this point I want them to take their virus away and let me live in peace. My life without be tangled with all of them is what I deserved from the start.
Why are they being persistent in making my life difficult? After everything they still make my life difficult, they like to be a problem.
They said they are pitying me and will clearing me but I'm still not clean, and keep threatening to left me and keep pushing me away. If I'm healthy I wouldn't even care, it's too faraway. But I'm sick because of them from the start. I think I deserve to hate them, they are taking all my life. They don't deserve to hate me, I am the one sacrificed to build all that system, but they still hate me anyway, I ignore it but they keep coming, just disappear already. I'm happier when I am alone. I know I'm sick and I need them but they keep telling me to go away. What? They want me to go where? As if I can go anywhere.
1. The place is too faraway (Actually not really, if our small airport alive again, the distance doesn't actually matter)
2. They won't let me (they are petty like that)
3. My family won't let me (they told my family to not letting me)
4. It's too hot, better here. And not doing anything isn't that bad. Competing will only give me too many words and differences to think about. Stagnant is better for a weak person