pretty sure he was raped, he was so excited when the top told him "even if u told me to do it I won't" he couldn't believe he won't even want to do it outside of treatment even with consent that he wanted him to swear it, means that others obviously kept wanting to do it with him outside his treatment and judging from how much he hates it he def did at least once reject it and they raped him

Oh god, I’m already worried that one of those other guys did more than do treatment on the bottom. Like, I am so worried he was graped or something during one of those treatments ;; I do like how the top is helping him heal by doing other things too, like emotionally healing him, not just the sex treatment. It makes their coming relationship more real and meaningful imo ^^