i can't function anymore. i cant go on. i cant do this shit anymore. like i really cant. i am fucking crying in the middle of the fucking day. i have no one to talk to about this. i have been listening to the song "state lines" by Novo Amor on repeat and one of the lyrics was "did we ever really talk?" OMFG IM GONNA KMS. I CANT STOP CRYING. I DONT WANT IT TO STOP. I NEVER WANTED THEM TO SEPARATE I NEVER WANTED HIM TO EXORISIZE (?) AKIRA. HOW DARE HE FORGET AND SAY IT WAS NOTHING. IT WAS EVERYTHING!!! IT WAS EVERYTHING TO ME!!! it was everything to akira.. FUCK ALL OF YOU FUCK YOU FUCK ME FUCK EVERYONE. I DONT WANT TO MOVE ON. HE SHOULDVE JUST DIED TO BE WITH HIM!!!! I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE. DONT TALK TO ME. DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME. COME BACK THO. PLEASE COME BACK. COME BACK AKIRA. WE MISS YOU. YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE. YOU WERE MEANT TO SHINE!! YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE A LONG AND HAPPY LIFE!!!! JUST THINKING OF THE WORD HAPPY MAKES ME FUCKING SAD TO MY CORE. WHY DID YALL RECOMMEND THIS SHIT TO ME. FUCK! If you want a good ass fucking cry, read this. i dont think i can read this again or for the first time ever again. or ever again in general because of how sad it is. but because it is so sad and so emotional and so meaningful, i refuse to leave it behind. i cant leave you. akira. i cant leave you behind. i cant and i wont ever forget you. i will take you with me in everything i do. especially if i'm listening to music. especially state lines. i cant even say goodbye. i cant. i cant even say see you later. because i dont want to leave. i dont. i cant. dont leave me. dont leave us. dont leave haruto.. come back.. please. i
i can't function anymore. i cant go on. i cant do this shit anymore. like i really cant. i am fucking crying in the middle of the fucking day. i have no one to talk to about this. i have been listening to the song "state lines" by Novo Amor on repeat and one of the lyrics was "did we ever really talk?" OMFG IM GONNA KMS. I CANT STOP CRYING. I DONT WANT IT TO STOP. I NEVER WANTED THEM TO SEPARATE I NEVER WANTED HIM TO EXORISIZE (?) AKIRA. HOW DARE HE FORGET AND SAY IT WAS NOTHING. IT WAS EVERYTHING!!! IT WAS EVERYTHING TO ME!!! it was everything to akira.. FUCK ALL OF YOU FUCK YOU FUCK ME FUCK EVERYONE. I DONT WANT TO MOVE ON. HE SHOULDVE JUST DIED TO BE WITH HIM!!!! I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DONT CARE. DONT TALK TO ME. DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME. COME BACK THO. PLEASE COME BACK. COME BACK AKIRA. WE MISS YOU. YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE. YOU WERE MEANT TO SHINE!! YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE A LONG AND HAPPY LIFE!!!! JUST THINKING OF THE WORD HAPPY MAKES ME FUCKING SAD TO MY CORE. WHY DID YALL RECOMMEND THIS SHIT TO ME. FUCK! If you want a good ass fucking cry, read this. i dont think i can read this again or for the first time ever again. or ever again in general because of how sad it is. but because it is so sad and so emotional and so meaningful, i refuse to leave it behind. i cant leave you. akira. i cant leave you behind. i cant and i wont ever forget you. i will take you with me in everything i do. especially if i'm listening to music. especially state lines. i cant even say goodbye. i cant. i cant even say see you later. because i dont want to leave. i dont. i cant. dont leave me. dont leave us. dont leave haruto.. come back.. please. i