The seme is not the ml for me

Honestly I don't even see the seme as the ml he is just so trash I'm just waiting for him to die this is not a romance story it's a survival story


What makes the seme even more trash is that he could have gotten cheongwoos energy without doing all that he could have just been a decent human being and cheongwoo would like him but no he decided to be pure steaming pile of garbage