omg just finished it #FUCKIT on miki ai/enaga and chiaki's worthless soul we're gna get u the girlfriend of ur dreams arima TRUSTTTT
i mean, enaga was meeting arima at his own flat late at night without telling chiaki and then suddenly got super close to her when they barely used to talk, i think that’s fair grounds for suspicion tbh… and chiaki wasn’t even horrible about it, he acknowledged his lack of confidence and didn’t even mention it to enaga nor let it get in the way of their relationship. he was v mature about it imo! not to mention, enaga wasn’t even horrible going through the exact same thing where he got jealous of miki & chiaki despite them just messing around as friends …. so why is chiaki the only annoying one here
to be fair enaga got on my nerves for that whole jealous of miki thing too, chiaki just grated me more since we're literally positioned in his perspective as readers which means we are subjected more to hisinner thoughts n feelings comparednto enaga lols. like srsly i think the whole jealousy thing from both their ends is so ridiculous when one good talk would have cleared up the misunderstanding, especially the one chiaki had abt enaga n arima lol.
oh also chiaki grated on me more cuz i cant stand loser men making baseless assumptions abt lesbians! if enaga had been the one to have baseless assumptiona abt arima instead of chiaki i woulda hated him more #lols
arima my lesbian baby im saur fawking sorry
also this author needs to go write the yuri manga of their dream rn cuz having to inhabit the shoes/pov of chiaki as the main character was soo grating to me like my GOD but speaking my truth, i rly cannot stand birds like him irl.
like sure fine i get being down in the dumps and feeling like ur worthless or having ur confidence shot when u make a mistake or something doesnt go ur way. but to do that once ur man is able to make some close friends he feels like he can trust and is comfortable enough to reveal who he is to, and like, feeling like that every time ur man interacts with his friends? jesus dude. miki was so right when he said the root cause was ur shit ass self confidence cause it's giving that one friend who's always making self deprecating jokes n responding to everything by putting themselves down. n its only so much that u can have ur energy, sympathy, n effort sucked out by these vamps before u just start rolling ur eyes whenever they start their spiel again. also how r u gna be heteronormative asf thinking that just cause a woman smiles at a man it means shes into him u stupid gay boy? miss me with that bullshit!
anw the one good point abt chiaki is that the latest chapter has him supporting/rooting for arima, even tho he's only able to wholeheartedly support her once he confirms she wasn't actually a threat to their relationship #lols. u can have ur 4's for that i guess u bird.