Reading all the comments making me more confused... Ig I gotta read it from the beginning

You really do. I think I remember everything and I'm still kind of confused lmao.

Read it when it ends, it'll be still confusing if its not finished,. But my very advice is read the mythology Sisyphus to understand the concept if you want to keep on going coz that's what i did..

Yea, soaking it up one chapter days apart is gonna have that effect. Definitely read it from the start