during ash’s rut you see lyle internally struggling with his identity and the way it goes down is just so good? he states that he’s basically deriving pleasure from everything “wrong” with being in that situation (helping ash through his rut). lyle as a person loves ash and pushes to be included in helping ash. he loves him and enjoys being physically and spiritually connected to him any way he can. but because this is his first time experiencing someone else’s rut, his alpha instincts are going haywire.
so he says things like it “hurts” and that he “doesnt like it” but he is also acknowledging that he’s never been in that specific situation, that this new height of pleasure between them is so new for him. he is so conflicted because of his alpha/body’s nature fighting him. he knows he likes the sensation, when the rut is over he says he liked the knotting despite the whole ‘this is wrong, i wasnt meant to be knotted’. he immediately clings to ash despite “running away” from him a lot during the whole rut. him and his secondary gender were constantly battling.
things like “its all too much, i cant breathe” and everything of that nature is his secondary gender talking. it immediately gets washed out by him saying he was deriving pleasure from drowning in his pheromones. from being claimed and belonging to ash. “it’s all too much, i cant breath. its wrong. it’s like i belong to him and that feels so good.” is basically what he says. anyways i love my freak4freak couple.
this is gonna be specifically during ash’s rut
during ash’s rut you see lyle internally struggling with his identity and the way it goes down is just so good? he states that he’s basically deriving pleasure from everything “wrong” with being in that situation (helping ash through his rut). lyle as a person loves ash and pushes to be included in helping ash. he loves him and enjoys being physically and spiritually connected to him any way he can. but because this is his first time experiencing someone else’s rut, his alpha instincts are going haywire.
so he says things like it “hurts” and that he “doesnt like it” but he is also acknowledging that he’s never been in that specific situation, that this new height of pleasure between them is so new for him. he is so conflicted because of his alpha/body’s nature fighting him. he knows he likes the sensation, when the rut is over he says he liked the knotting despite the whole ‘this is wrong, i wasnt meant to be knotted’. he immediately clings to ash despite “running away” from him a lot during the whole rut. him and his secondary gender were constantly battling.
things like “its all too much, i cant breathe” and everything of that nature is his secondary gender talking. it immediately gets washed out by him saying he was deriving pleasure from drowning in his pheromones. from being claimed and belonging to ash. “it’s all too much, i cant breath. its wrong. it’s like i belong to him and that feels so good.” is basically what he says. anyways i love my freak4freak couple.
any comments lmk i love this manga