IT IS SO FUCKING BAD. I wish I was like you but my curiosity and hatred kept me going because I just HAD to know, “WHAT THE FUCK IS HE GOING TO DO NEXT?” So I kept hitting the next chapter, and now here I am, watching the author try to give seme a redemption arc when there is just NO FUCKING COMING BACK FROM WHAT HE DID.
The only way I can push through this is by pretending they met innocently and completely erasing from my mind all the fucking evil shit he did. And the fact that the MC seems to have forgotten, too… GOD. DO I HAVE SOME KIND OF STOCKHOLM SYNDROME BY PROXY OR WHAT????

That's right. I'm going to forget how this story started and just go from here.