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I first thought you were talking about some crazy unhinged shit aghh genre Like fr I thought the fatherly love is something else!!! sorry I need to cleanse my brain, I've seen too much sorry about this huhuhu
P.S: It's probably yourself hinting that you also wants a loving father that you yourself could warm-up to.

For some reason I've been reading a fatherly love like there is a father who deeply loves his daughter for a few months now and i lowkey find it weird that i actually enjoy these things and i feel jealous for some reason and it made me think do i freaking yearn for my father's affection!??? Am i a crazy for thinking these? Like self did you forgot you don't have a father?
I know it sound offensive to some of you but tbh i hate my father so much to the point I've always think i don't have a father ╥﹏╥( p.s my mother raise me and my brother alone)