Remember when Isaiah told Adam that the first feeling Eve ever experience was envy?? Seeing Adam's character, I think his left leg was crushed by eve????!!! Idk.. like... maybe Eve saw Adam guiding some other esper (coz he's fvcking kind) and Eve can't take that?? I get that one of his eye was blind because of the drug, but the leg??!! And the manipulated memory... the way other Espers refuse to be guide by Adam and saying he's Eve imprinted guide, so Adam can't guide other Espers. I think it's also work for Eve too, he refuses to be guide by other Guide except Adam. That's why Adam keeps calling himself "Poison" or "bad apple" coz Eve only wants Adam to guide him, alas Eve is limited to only one guide to handle him. Maybe in the past, Eve got nearly rampage and Adam almost unable to safe him (coz the big level gap) and he took a lot of drug to safe Eve. But his mental was already at breaking point... Eve possessiveness, the burden to handle the strongest Esper, and the feeling of guilty that he could never be enough for Eve. I think that's the reason why he took his own life, so Eve stop attaching to only him and Eve can get a better guide. So here goes Eve manipulated Adam's memory for him to not remember his wrong doings and the reason why Adam did what he did before...
But again that just my theory... I hope it's not too cruel.. I can't handle that...
Remember when Isaiah told Adam that the first feeling Eve ever experience was envy?? Seeing Adam's character, I think his left leg was crushed by eve????!!! Idk.. like... maybe Eve saw Adam guiding some other esper (coz he's fvcking kind) and Eve can't take that?? I get that one of his eye was blind because of the drug, but the leg??!! And the manipulated memory... the way other Espers refuse to be guide by Adam and saying he's Eve imprinted guide, so Adam can't guide other Espers. I think it's also work for Eve too, he refuses to be guide by other Guide except Adam. That's why Adam keeps calling himself "Poison" or "bad apple" coz Eve only wants Adam to guide him, alas Eve is limited to only one guide to handle him. Maybe in the past, Eve got nearly rampage and Adam almost unable to safe him (coz the big level gap) and he took a lot of drug to safe Eve. But his mental was already at breaking point... Eve possessiveness, the burden to handle the strongest Esper, and the feeling of guilty that he could never be enough for Eve. I think that's the reason why he took his own life, so Eve stop attaching to only him and Eve can get a better guide. So here goes Eve manipulated Adam's memory for him to not remember his wrong doings and the reason why Adam did what he did before...
But again that just my theory... I hope it's not too cruel.. I can't handle that...