If you think about it, the bottom not being super mad is probably cause he spent the whole time that they were no contact coming to terms with the fact the top might have killed himself, cause he spent the whole time going back and forth about if he would or wouldnt, then considered his past and realized he is but a helpless mortal to the whims of death.That no matter how much someone likes him theyd still kill themselves and he couldnt stop that. So when he saw him it was likely more of a relief despite the situation warrenting more of his upset.
If you think about it, the bottom not being super mad is probably cause he spent the whole time that they were no contact coming to terms with the fact the top might have killed himself, cause he spent the whole time going back and forth about if he would or wouldnt, then considered his past and realized he is but a helpless mortal to the whims of death.That no matter how much someone likes him theyd still kill themselves and he couldnt stop that. So when he saw him it was likely more of a relief despite the situation warrenting more of his upset.