serious to youngjo
He doesn't understand garam because his character is designed to ruin people. From his mother career, the teacher who got kick out because of him, yosep, and those other past people that were ruin when he was a kid. And now he did it to garam. And as far as I know, he has no intention of telling garam about what he did to make everyone in school bully garam while also hurting yosep emotionally.
But yosep is the one who told heejae. Which is the reason why heejae smack the shit out of youngjo and drag him in to the music room to tell garam about what he did. That's the reason why he's sorry, because he got caught. But i guess he still gonna change because he admitted in front of yosep that he fall in love with garam, it's just that he don't want to admit what he did.
And i think heejae need someone to smack the shit out of him too. Just like what he did to youngjo.
I understand and I share the same feeling of uneasiness but I think Youngjo will try to change. Just like Heejae, he was not born to destroy, he believe that of himself and held himself to the standard of a villain. Even if it was far too late, Youngjo was able to stop trying to bring Garam down and wanted to genuinely be by his side but his past actions caught up to him. I hope he changed and is able to recognize what he is still lacking to be a proper help to Garam. I hope he is able to show Garam tenderness, care and understanding he has been missing but I know that probably is just my wishful thinking (づ￣ ³￣)づ
(Also, unfortunately, Garam has now also been made into a knife. No one scapes the abuse he went through unscathed! I just hope he is able to recover at least a bit of the warmth we saw in him at the start)
!!!!!REMEMBER WHEN Garam played the piece he loved the most to youngjo, on some public piano, and he just straight up ingnored him to rizz up some ladies?!?? Maybe he doesn't have I'll intentions but he was never to fully understand Garam. I don't trust him because being in relationship was never serious