Is it normal to wanna kill myself in the most violent bloody painful way possible after reading something so beautiful and wholesome ?? Both the boys , their friends, their parents everybody is so supportive and happy for them ... this made my heart went from being warm and fuzzy to feeling jealous and ugly as to why I never got to experience something like this and probably will never get to experience this kind of love, care support and understanding ever in my life...To have a support system where people will wait for you to come into terms with your feelings amd emotions , listen to you , talk to you , understand you , stand by your side , believe in you and have faith in you is something every human deserves yet not everyone gets to experience ever in their life... maybe I'm the unlucky later one...
Is it normal to wanna kill myself in the most violent bloody painful way possible after reading something so beautiful and wholesome ?? Both the boys , their friends, their parents everybody is so supportive and happy for them ... this made my heart went from being warm and fuzzy to feeling jealous and ugly as to why I never got to experience something like this and probably will never get to experience this kind of love, care support and understanding ever in my life...To have a support system where people will wait for you to come into terms with your feelings amd emotions , listen to you , talk to you , understand you , stand by your side , believe in you and have faith in you is something every human deserves yet not everyone gets to experience ever in their life... maybe I'm the unlucky later one...