I got fucking engaged

No one's home right now because my daughters at school, my girlfriends at work, girlfriends nephew is at work, and I work from home. I'm trying to focus on my work but I just can't. Last night was date night with my girlfriend and we usually never get to do this because we're so busy either working or looking after our daughter. Anyway so my girlfriends nephew offered to watch her for a few hours and I didn't want to burden him with it but said not to worry about it..(thankfully he's really good with our daughter). So we went out and she didn't tell me where we were going and she didn't even let me drive either. We ended up at one of my favourite restaurants to eat and ended up having a really nice date. Just as we were eating dessert (again my favourite desert) she fucking proposed. Like ring and everything- i was so shocked I just froze for a moment. We talked about marriage maybe 2-3 years ago, but since then not a word about it has been spoken. I felt less like a grown man with how I cried- I generally didn't think she'd ever want to marry me despite our relationship having been 6 years long now. I think what really got me was the way she was signing her little speech, the amount of love I could see in each and every word she said. I can't hear, but I could see it all and it just broke me ? I never thought I'd find anyone like her- someone who speaks MY language and stayed with me despite everything that happened. I never thought I cared about marriage until now, but I guess it feels different with someone you love. I did giggle a little because she even brought me a whole bag of gifts for her proposal and those gifts was just yaoi and a new Aoba figure- specifically the 1/7 scale where he has his hands tied behind his back, I forgot if it had an actual name but I've been hunting for that one. I have almost every Aoba BUT that one. I really hope my orders of stuff I brought her ages ago comes soon because I desperately need to spoil her after this . I will deletethis later I'm just still in disbelief and needed to say something. I can't believe I'm gonna get fucking married.