Why would they kill themselves for being in his place? Honestly I'd kill to be able to have the option of growing food in my own land. But that's impossible where I'm from cause its too expensive.
Killing yourself over one failed actor career is hardly fair on ones self.
Now killing yourself over the fact that a garage costs 100k euro is more understandable.
Ig misfortune is subjective.
I might be wrong but when people say “I would kill myself if that was me” is just an expression for being very embarrassed I don’t think anyone would kill themselfs if they were in his shoes. (That’s just my opinion and I wanted to share it in case there was a question about whether this is for real or no, sorry)

We're all saying we'd kill ourselves in leejun's place (me included) but honestly he seems to be in a very realistic position. Most stories have mcs that just know how to get shit done or they have some special skill but leejun is just doing what an average person would. Fumbled fine shyt and got shaken up about it that now hes fumbling the job he got through connections lol