What a painful way to go out. don't do it gng. Whatever you're going through, it's not worth dying for trust me. it gets better (generic response ik but it's true genuinely) Plus as aoyama above me said. THINK ABOUT THE YAOIII. you wont be able to finish anything like at least wait until you finish you want to read list.
also I SAW U ON MONSTER INSIDE THE CLOSET. THAT CLIFFHANGER CHAPTER 5 WAS CRIMINAL LIKE GIVE ME THE SMUTTTTTTTTTTT. it has such a yummy artstyle too like :weary:. u gotta stick around for something yummy as that

Yall no one cares but I'll be buying sleeping pills on monday n logging out soon I'll let yall know if god is real or not