up to chap 46 everyone is doing their own part to help shinwoo but no one recommending him to go to a therapist
im so sad for him he had to go through that all his life and even though he knows his friends try to help him he subconsciously kinda reject their help in a way since theyve already have a label in their relationship which kinda equates to having responsibility over him if that makes sense
he needs to seek professional help to help him unwind and recover his 20+yrs worth of trauma
all done gosh im so happy for shinwoo when be finally got the closure he needed which was what he needed to finally move on and to not punish himself.
happy ending!! got me sobbing in the side stories bro my heart dropped to my ass when the grandpa was sick i was like no not gramps
but thank gawddddd it wasnt, urgh i was lowk waiting for their wedding but honestly the ending is so much better, wedding is formality and the growth of their love and trust in one another is more beautiful than anything. and han expressing his love for shinwoo from shinwoo’s interest (rather like a fond of the frames as it reminded him of his family pic) sjakbsskbsjs so wonderful.
im on chap 20 and like im scared because theres still like 49chaps to go if i get shot 57 times with angst bro istg