https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_s_all_your_fault_that_i_m_being_a_jerk/
Bottom is batshit crazy
ooo i live for these tropes
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/it_s_all_your_fault_that_i_m_being_a_jerk/
outside the door
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ouroboros_1/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/red_mansion/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/doppleganger/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/666dopes/

bl recs where the bottom is mentally ill / self harms?
can also be a novel !!! colored or not, novel or webtoon, whatever works !