I read it a long time ago, at that time my heart aches for Youngwon for some reason I couldn’t decipher, after rereading it I felt why my heart aches at that time... It is way more intricate than it seems, Youngwon was born that way where he feels he must put Jooin first before all, as for how he was raised by his parents specially by his father could be a question. But his father was not normal, as he feels how he lives is the best he could ever be, and when they couldn’t understand the need of what they truly want then is it possible to distinguishe between— I wonder. So, when Youngwon accept Se-eun proposal after Jooin kinda push he must felt he had to do it because that Jooin wanted...
I can't blame Jooin who feels every emotions of her can affect Youngwon and if she told him she liked him he was bound to obey not to reciprocate her feelings and how could she burden the person she loves...
How painfully author-nim described all those inner monologue of Youngwons that it hurts real good. When a person who couldn’t understand what he should feel or what the real him, is his feelings even his own free will or it was the feelings of a subordinate... is so agonizing, it felt like I was seeing someone to gradually decaying a little by little...
So, in the end I couldn’t be more happy that they could overcome the hardship... Sojin and Junho are the best type of friend one could have in their life...
Why did we lost this type of Manhwa these days... ( ̄へ ̄)
I read it a long time ago, at that time my heart aches for Youngwon for some reason I couldn’t decipher, after rereading it I felt why my heart aches at that time...
It is way more intricate than it seems, Youngwon was born that way where he feels he must put Jooin first before all, as for how he was raised by his parents specially by his father could be a question. But his father was not normal, as he feels how he lives is the best he could ever be, and when they couldn’t understand the need of what they truly want then is it possible to distinguishe between— I wonder.
So, when Youngwon accept Se-eun proposal after Jooin kinda push he must felt he had to do it because that Jooin wanted...
I can't blame Jooin who feels every emotions of her can affect Youngwon and if she told him she liked him he was bound to obey not to reciprocate her feelings and how could she burden the person she loves...
How painfully author-nim described all those inner monologue of Youngwons that it hurts real good. When a person who couldn’t understand what he should feel or what the real him, is his feelings even his own free will or it was the feelings of a subordinate... is so agonizing, it felt like I was seeing someone to gradually decaying a little by little...
So, in the end I couldn’t be more happy that they could overcome the hardship... Sojin and Junho are the best type of friend one could have in their life...
Why did we lost this type of Manhwa these days...
( ̄へ ̄)