i actually can't tell if that's all just lust or if there's love in it bec like, is that devotion and desire to submit himself to courtney actually something beyond just himself...?
but anw i don't wanna think too much about it, just a random question that popped up in my head when reading the ch 93
I think it's more because he cares about her wellbeing. If I remember correctly there was a chapter where he was wondering about the same and then something happened and he placed her above his desires
i actually can't tell if that's all just lust or if there's love in it bec like, is that devotion and desire to submit himself to courtney actually something beyond just himself...?
but anw i don't wanna think too much about it, just a random question that popped up in my head when reading the ch 93