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I'm writing this comment totally based on my understanding of this story lol

zit November 3, 2026 5:44 pm

I read some bad comments on Taeui in comment section, people saying that Tay has kink of getting and He enjoys it or that he didn't learn the lesson, Also why did he went back if he knows Ilay is a Psychopath. In short WHAT IS WRONG WITH TAY?

Yall let me tell you Tay's Pov and this is totally from what I understood reading this manhwa.. I haven't read the novel,

For people saying "Tay enjoys "
The First Time Tay RAN AWAY from Ilay was because Ilay him as in Chapter 58 and before going Tay takes out his anger on Ilay in Chapter 73.. He tells him how excruciating painful it was for him and says "I really thought I was gonna die back then" IF YOU READ THESE TWO CHAPTER YOU CAN SEE HOW VERY HARD AND PAINFUL IT WAS FOR TAY AND HE DOESN'T "ENJOYS" IT

For people saying "why did he went back if he knows Ilay is a Psychopath"
In Chapter 65, Tay asked Ilay for the first time "Do you like me ?" Ilay laughed in a mocking and amusing manner and had a dismissive smirk on his face, thats when Tay realize that for Ilay he's just "An Easy toy to Jerk off with" and he very much regretted to ask him that

In Chapter 107, Tay again asked Ilay "Do you like me that much?" he Instantly regretted asking this and as usual Ilay laughed and asked him to Take his clothes off, He didn't have much expectation but when he looks up and sees Ilay's expression he couldn't believe his eyes it was tender, serene, and fond expression. (Genuinely I was shocked too)

In Chapter 111, Ilay apologized for his actions as he forced Tay and didn't let him go when Yuri saw them and tay couldn't believe his ears and thought he must have mistakenly heard it (I thought so too cuz Ilay apologizing ?? What in the heavens?)

From Chapter 117 to 119, The Ilay which we and Tay saw was "Ilay in love" and, He thinks for the first time that maybe there's A human side to this monster, maybe he likes me.. and maybe he likes me Because I'm Taeui and not some "Gilsangcheon" etc

In conclusion to why Tay wanted to go back to Ilay was because he thought that Ilay likes him and Tay liked the "Ilay in love" version too, He himself says he got "Stockholm Syndrome", also he thought that Ilay won't hurt him like xinlu tried to do (See Chapter 115) but then what he actually got was "Ilay in obsession" and not "Ilay in love"
and In the recent chapter If you read the thoughts of Tay, He really hates him for thinking to returning to Ilay. ૮(◞ ‸ ◟ )ა

Novel readers can tell tay's thought in more specific way if they want (I would like to know too)

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