1. When he said he doesn't know how to wash his ass, he clearly meant that he doesn't know how to clean the INSIDES. Do you usually shove a finger up your ass when you shower? Some of yall lack basic reading comprehension...
2. Saying alex's behaviour of 'endless self pitying' is "tiring"...and the man is literally suicidal. He's in a state of passive suicidal ideation, its like u dont actively try to kys but you wouldn't mind if you die either, you're just barely living. And when did he even pity himself? He was raised by an abusive father who constantly degraded him, never praised him for anything. The only thing he knew was soccer when he was younger. But then he had to give up on that as well. And even nathan, the only person who cared for alex, he was forced to push away the person he loved in a hurtful manner, and as a result, alex believes that nathan despises him and wasn't in his life anymore. Although his father was abusive, but even he is gone. He has no one in his life to rely on. Except for mathew, he doesn't have any friends. And to top if off, he's broke. That's why he thinks he's undeserving of good things. With a life like this do you expect him to be a ball of sunshine or smtg?
1. When he said he doesn't know how to wash his ass, he clearly meant that he doesn't know how to clean the INSIDES. Do you usually shove a finger up your ass when you shower? Some of yall lack basic reading comprehension...
2. Saying alex's behaviour of 'endless self pitying' is "tiring"...and the man is literally suicidal. He's in a state of passive suicidal ideation, its like u dont actively try to kys but you wouldn't mind if you die either, you're just barely living. And when did he even pity himself? He was raised by an abusive father who constantly degraded him, never praised him for anything. The only thing he knew was soccer when he was younger. But then he had to give up on that as well.
And even nathan, the only person who cared for alex, he was forced to push away the person he loved in a hurtful manner, and as a result, alex believes that nathan despises him and wasn't in his life anymore. Although his father was abusive, but even he is gone. He has no one in his life to rely on. Except for mathew, he doesn't have any friends. And to top if off, he's broke. That's why he thinks he's undeserving of good things. With a life like this do you expect him to be a ball of sunshine or smtg?