saw ppl on twt hating on jaeyoung and i genuinely dont get it ?? he clearly relates to wha...

saw ppl on twt hating on jaeyoung and i genuinely dont get it ?? he clearly relates to what seungmin told him about his dad. for jaeyoung it felt comforting to have jun around when he was at his lowest and of course he is going to miss someone who was there for him when he was the most vulnerable (also im not too sure if he knows jun was the one who forced him to take drugs so i dont wanna say anything wrong in that regard). and for jun it was easy to take advantage of jaeyoungs state and use him for his own benefit, whatever it was that he wanted. its not that easy to just not miss someone, even if they hurt you when there is clear manipulation and taken advantage involved. i also think maybe its not jun himself that jaeyoung misses, but the feeling of having someone around, someone who he can depend and rely on, someone who could get him without jaeyoung having to explain anything. him and seungmin are really close of course but i feel like jaeyoung cant allow himself to be this vulnerable around seungmin because seungmin still doesnt know his past and jaeyoung is scared which is totally valid. but yeah this was just my understanding of the chapter might be totally wrong tho