I have a love hate relationship with this work n i need to clens my soul

I know i have a choice to dropit （/TДT)/ but i read the whole thing ughh It's good in so many ways and im happy for them. they are all pretty omg! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧. but I felt so suffocated! , it's like.. im the one who couldn't break free from those two ! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ I am angry, mentally exhausted bcuz of my own action!! i deserved it .ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ