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Wow, i really like how very well you expressed that. I agree, but also, mc feels like he has nothing to lose because he already put things in the line by prioritizing his dreams, meanwhile ml feels like he has more to give up since he's already rich. That's why he still puts a wall between them. However, I can see that they'll become each other's downfall (and reason to live, hopefully)
After the new chapter it makes sense why he’s insane, delusional and obsessed. he’s gonna delude himself into thinking he has any power in this relationship just to find himself running after mc ,in the first place the more creative you are the more obsessive you’re with art and things and he can’t channel that in a healthy way anyway and as he’s lacking a lot of love this is going to get even more insane , interestingly the bottom doesn’t get that in any way he doesn’t overly reassure ml either i don’t think he’s a pushover at all