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Uke still love seme a lot even going through everything previous 3 timelines semes are worst and jerk to uke , 4th one wanted uke by his side and misunderstanding happened cuz of luce otherwise they could have happy ending in 4th timeline uke has low self esteem and he feels he is hedious and not good enough for seme that's why he wanted to leave seme after having a perfect partner for life , seme can try all he wants but corner of uke mind he is still anxious that seme would leave him one day and ig seme can keep trying till they become old men. Lol

Actually hits all my fave tropes (with the exception that I like my MCs stronger, BUT Hernan is on his fifth tragic life so I’ll cut him some slack). ML is initially toxic but never does anything that would be irredeemably unforgivable in the fifth life, apologizes and does better when he himself learns better. Luce being a green tea duplicitous person makes all of Hernan’s sacrifices even more pitiable, but Calix never really giving him the time of day is its own karmic justice.
MC does have the opportunity to leave and is even warned by ML’s brother if he wants out, now is the time to take it, but he never does