i love garam so much. I been engaging w the nme fandom on twitter a lot, and it seems to b...

i love garam so much. I been engaging w the nme fandom on twitter a lot, and it seems to be that a lot of ppl only care for garam regarding his dynamic with heejae and nothing outside of that. I feel like that happens a lot in like stereotypical yaoi’s, and how ppl treat the top vs the bottom. Dgmw i do love heejae… unfortunately, looking back at the old chapters his cruelty towards garam is much more apparent to me.

Getting a little off topic, but I’ve seen ppl saying that youngjo is only here to develop heejae n garam’s relationship but i truly hope that’s further from the truth.
I’m sure garam n heejae will end up back together but i dream of seeing garam truly move on from heejae and exploring romance and his sexuality, which he didn’t get to do in his 20’s like most do.
He spent his 20’s being ravaged by some old man and continuously settling for less til he was unrecognizable and having to deal with the aftermath of that on his own for so long.
Softening heejae, yet continuously being hardened by him….
I want to see garam experience all the things that he couldn’t with heejae, and I honestly love youngjo so I’d love to see them together romantically and also walter.
Even if they aren’t together for the rest of the series, i want to see garam explore himself and that self-exploration to just be used as a stepping stone for his relationship with heejae.

Like i love heejae but im sick of that nigga, i could go the first half of this season without seeing him and then slowly watching him get integrated into this story. BDK’s writing is truly so amazing because I can’t help but place myself in garam’s shoes whenever there’s a new chapter, letting them meet right now is just too much for me LMAO or at least I think it’s too much for garam while he’s finally healing.